Having this blog helps me be positive, but I want you all to know that I do really struggle with this.
I'm grouchy and whiny and I have zero energy, but having something (like this blog) helps me re-think the situation and come out more positive. There really is something relieving about writing things down. Poor Brett and kids have to deal with this crazy emotional cancer patient! haha.
I've been down lately and I think it's because every day there's some weird side effect and every day seems to have 300 hours. I cry almost every day.
BUT--- I have positive thing that I keep going back to today.
I HAVEN'T BEEN ITCHY IN ALMOST TWO WEEKS! The itchiness is gone and hopefully will never return! (insert happy dance) Yahoo! So, the chemo has to be working. Hooray!
There's light within any darkness. I just have to be willing to find it!
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